The day after my daughter's bat mitzvah celebration, we went to Target so that she could enjoy a reward for her many months of preparation. She selected two items to buy with her gift card: a Barbie doll and a lipstick.

To me, these choices were emblematic of the transition that bat mitzvah represents - one foot in childhood and another stepping in to young adulthood. Bar/bat mitzvah is traditionally understood as the time when we are old enough to know the difference between right and wrong, and have the strength of character to choose the good. Parents recite a blessing giving thanks for this moment of seeing their children reach the age of responsibility. And this is something that we stress to students: the awesome responsibility that they assume for their future actions and for the choices that will enable them to become the kind of people that they want to be.

Writing thank you notes is an important part of the bar/bat mitzvah process. More important, however, is acknowledging the many things for which our children are grateful - parents who care about them enough to encourage their religious education and to remind them of the values that Judaism represents; family and community who celebrate their growth and are available as resources in their ongoing journey. No performance anxiety; rather, as they stand on the bimah, we invite them to recognize how many people love and support them in their lives.

B'nai mitzvah understand that part of the privilege of community means giving something back. This giving takes the form of words of Torah, as they become teachers and worship leaders for the congregation. Together with their parents, we study the weekly parsha and mine it for meaning that they can transmit on that special day. At Temple Chai, students also undertake a mitzvah project, designed to reinforce their role as participants in tikkun olam, repair of our broken world.

Our students form b'nai mitzvah clubs with others whose events surround theirs. They gather on Tuesday evenings to explore the meaning of the prayers and share their interpretations and understandings. On Shabbat, they explore the variety of services offered together as a group, attending Shacharit services, Kabbalat Shabbat and bar/bat mitzvahs. Often, families are included for Shabbat dinners, and students study Torah with clergy and layleaders.

It is always a profound moment to stand before the open ark with the bar or bat mitzvah for a moment of private blessings. I remind them that, wherever life may lead them, that they have family, rabbis and a Jewish community for support and guidance. I remind them of the decisions that lie ahead which will determine their character, and urge them to make choices that will allow them to always feel as proud of themselves as they do at that moment.

I sat with a bar mitzvah family last week, and Mom mentioned that her son has been asking for an alarm clock: He wants to be able to get up and make breakfast on his own, and not be reliant on her. She was struggling with this request, and relatively unwilling to let go. Well, Mom, the bar mitzvah is an alarm clock for you too: Wake up - your son is growing up and becoming more independent. May you be blessed with health and strength to continue to raise him well, and, also, to begin to see him as an independent and responsible young man.

from Greater Phoenix Jewish News, Feb. 26, 2010

As American Jews, we pause at this Veteran’s Day to honor the country which has truly been the land of opportunity for our people,  and we take a moment to appreciate those who are and have been defenders of our freedom.  We stand in awe every day of their sacrifice and pray for them and their families.   We who are blessed to have been raised in freedom must never, ever take that gift for granted.  When she returned from twenty-eight days of living under a military dictatorship, Diana Sowards had a renewed appreciation of her blessing.  She writes that, “Freedom is. . . not having to report to the police that you have a houseguest overnight;” Freedom is. . . studying what you are interested in at the university and not what the Education Board orders you to major in; Freedom is. . . traveling anywhere you want without asking permission from four different governmental agencies; Freedom is. . . not hearing a friend has disappeared and is thought to be held by the police but no one knows for sure.”  The list continues, but how many are the blessings of freedom and how tragic that so many have been called to give their lives to defend them.  

The struggle within ourselves is the ultimate battlefront, and the passion of the soldier for his or her cause is the same passion we must bring to the fight for good against evil in ourselves, in our communities and in our world.  Our character is formed by the small daily decisions of right over wrong, and it is at these moments that we build the foundation of our future actions. Each of us is responsible for our portion of tikkun olam, repair of our broken world.  This is ultimately what we strive to transmit to our students.

War always has been and will continue to be a necessary evil, until that blessed day when peace prevails, and we can truly beat our swords into plowshares and our spears into pruning hooks.  Bernard Katz, a B-17 bomber co-pilot in Italy during WWII, describes his motivation to risk his life in a moving essay entitled, “Why I Fight; A Serviceman’s Story.”  “I fight”, he challenges us, “because it is an obligation, because free people must fight to remain free, because when the freedom of one nation or one person is taken away, the rights of all nations and all people are threatened; because--through our elected representative--I had the choice; to fight or not to fight . . . I fight in the fervent hope that those who follow me will not have to fight again, but in the knowledge that if they have to, they will not be found wanting in the crisis.”

 Our democratic way of life carries with it an awesome sense of responsibility.  On this day, when we pay tribute to those who defend these United States of America, we pray that our country may continue to be a beacon around the world to all those who yearn for “freedom and justice for all.”  As we celebrate Veteran’s Day this year, we pray that government of the people, by the people and for the people never cease from this earth.

 

 

         In traditional congregations it is customary to don a shroud for services on Yom Kippur.  To the best of my knowledge, Judaism is the only religion in which we rehearse our own death in this graphic way.  Imagine coming to synagogue and seeing your friends and loved ones dressed in their burial garments.  We are reminded of the transience of our lives and of our fundamental mortality.  None of us knows the length of days with which we may be blessed.  As we pray the words of Unetane Tokef, “Who by fire?  Who by water?  Who shall wander and who shall find rest?”, we appreciate the blessing of life and renew our commitment to fill our days with meaning. of ultimate and enduring importance.  

 

         Who shall live and who shall die?  We look around the room and notice the absence of those who are gone.  Miv’keetzo u’mi lo v’keetzo- some of them at the end of a long and full life,and some much, much too soon.  On this day, the book of our lives is opened,and we note that all is recorded- the highest moments of selflessness and love, and the moments of which we are ashamed- all written in our own hand and irrevocably part of who we are.

         This is the day on which we finally take responsibility, this is the day
when the bill becomes due.  We declare the holiness of this day- kedushat
hayom- because it is norah v’ayom- awesome and terrible.  The prayer reminds us that we each pass before God’s throne one by one, each of us accountable for our choices, each of us with our moment in the spotlight- our deepest secrets revealed.  Unetane tokef suggests that God writes our fate on this day. As we join together in this prayer, however, we reflect on the fact that it is we who must, in the final analysis determine, which parts of ourselves serve the person we are becoming- which parts shall live and which we choose to leave behind as we move forward into the year 5770.

 

         When we reflect on the fleeting nature of our existence, we think about the relationships which have become torn in the year that is drawing to a close, and we confront the reality that we do not have unlimited time in which to repair them.   With the Days of Awe upon us, we focus our attention on the search for forgiveness and healing.  We have so much pain-  the broken promises, the acts of betrayal, the ruptures and heartaches that come with the territory of intimate relationships.  All of us have unhealed emotional scar tissue that keeps our hearts closed and armored against repeated injuries.  We have all been treated unfairly by employers or teachers, we have all experienced the great hurt that family members inflict on each other, we know all too well the anguish caused by gossip, by public humiliation, the pain when something we hold dear was ridiculed; not one of us escapes being hurt by others.

 

         Sometimes the healthiest thing is to acknowledge that a relationship is severed and that it is best to let go.  When this occurs, we struggle to let go in a way that does NOT require us to continue to carry anger.  If there is hope for reconciliation, now is the time to reach out.  Our goal is to enter the High Holidays asking God for forgiveness, knowing that we have sought to create peace in all of our relationships. 

 

         We seek to forgive ourselves, to forgive each other, to forgive God and to forgive life itself for being full of disappointment.  According to the Kabbalistic tradition, the world was created through a process of shattered vessels.  The world was broken from its inception, we all become broken as we make our journey through life, and somehow we are responsible to work to heal the broken-ness within and without.  With Rosh HaShana and Yom Kippur upon us, may we be blessed with the emotional and spiritual resources to take on this challenge. 

 

 

1. “Who is the person who desires life?  Who loves days filled with good?  Guard your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking deceit. Turn from evil and do good. Seek peace and pursue it.”- Psalm 34:13-14

 

We include this verse in our prayers to remind ourselves of the fundamental importance of watching our words as the foundation of a life of goodness.  We bless our lives and those of others when we use speech to uplift and not to destroy.  Peace in the world begins with peace in our personal relationships.  We read in Pirke Avot- “Be of the disciples of Aaron, loving peace and pursuing peace.” (1:12) May we be blessed to use language as a vehicle towards the creation of harmony.

 

2. Rav Amram says, ‘There are three sins which no one escapes every day. . . lashon ha-ra.’  Lashon ha-ra!  Rather- the dust of lashon ha-ra.- Baba Batra 165b

 

 

We are all familiar with the notion of “lashon ha-ra”, evil, debilitating, hurtful speech.  But what is the “dust” of lashon ha-ra?  This concept refers to all the non-verbal means that we use to convey negativity towards others.  Let us resolve to ensure that not only are our words kind, but that we do not undermine their sweetness by body language that negates our message.

 

 

3.    There are 3 crowns- the crown of Torah, the crown of priesthood and the crown of royalty.  And the crown of a good name exceeds them all.- Pirke Avot 4:17

 

The crown of a good name refers to our ultimate legacy- the example of our lives that stays behind when we leave this earth.  We must guard our own reputations as a most precious reputation, and be especially sensitive to that of others.  Once impugned, it can be daunting to regain our own good name, even if we are exonerated from any accusation.  When in doubt, it is best that we say nothing that might diminish others in the eyes of the world.

 

4.    If a person has repented it is forbidden to say to them- ‘Remember your early deeds.’- Baba Metzia 58b

 

It is inevitable that each of us, at one time or other, makes choices of which we are embarrassed. The best that we can do is to atone for our wrongdoing, apologize for and offer restitution to those we have harmed, and resolve to avoid the same poor choices in the future.  Once people have acknowledged and learned from their mistakes, they carry their own sense of regret.  They require no assistance from us to recall the error of their ways. 

 

5.    Before you criticize someone, ask yourself three questions:  1. How do I feel about offering this criticism? Does it give me pleasure or pain? 2. Does my criticism offer specific ways to change?  3.  Are my words nonthreatening and reassuring“- Rabbi Joseph Telushkin

 

Offering gentle criticism is a challenging skill, but one that is vital to the maintenance of healthy relationships.  Our tradition suggests that we do our loved ones no favor by questioning their behavior within ourselves, but not providing them feedback on our perspective.  Rabbi Telushkin’s words offer us a good guide when we think that perhaps the time has come to suggest an alternate path to a friend or family member.  We want to ensure that we are always guided by kindness and not by anger or, God forbid, cruelty.

 

6.    Active listening can offer compassion by taking in a story without passing judgment, by responding to the unspoken questions, and by addressing the questions of identity and purpose.  And more, Buber recognized that we find the divine not in the moment of the ecstatic experience alone but in the simple, daily task of being fully present with others and thereby with God.”- Rabbi Elie Spitz

 

Rabbi Spitz’ remarkable teaching suggests that we can experience God’s Presence not only in private moments of worship and reflection, but in the holy act of being present to the Divine image in others.  The longing to be heard and understood on a deep level is a fundamental, universal human need.  Perhaps this week, we might focus on giving our friends and family the gift of being truly present by listening

“Who is the person who desires life?  Who loves days filled with good?  Guard your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking deceit. Turn from evil and do good. Seek peace and pursue it.”- Psalm 34:13-14



Mi ha-ish he-khafetz khayyim?  Ohev yamim leerot tov.  N’tzor l’shonkha mey-ra, u’sefatekha mee-daber mirma.  Sur mey-ra v’asey tov, bakesh shalom v’radfayhu.


  מִי הָאִישׁ הֶחָפֵץ חַיִּים
                           אהֵב יָמִים לִרְאוֹת טְוֹב:
                           נְצר לְשׁוֹנְךָ מֵרַע  
                           וּשְׂפָתֶיךָ מִדַּבֵּר מִרְמָה
                          סוּר מֵרָע וַעֲשֵׂה-טוֹב
                          בַּקֵּשׁ שָׁלוֹם וְרָדְפֵהוּ:


 
WISDOM FROM OUR TRADITION



A. LIFE AND DEATH ARE IN THE HAND OF THE TONGUE- PROVERBS 18:21

1. Before you speak, you are the master of your words.  After you speak, your words become your master.- Orchot Tzaddikim, ch. 21

2. The whole world exists only in the merit of one who restrains themselves during a quarrel.- Khullin 89a

3. Whoever tells tales about another person violates a prohibition, as it is said, ‘Do not go about as a talebearer among your neighbors’ (op. cit.)  Who is a tale-bearer?  One who carries reports and goes about from one person to another and says, ‘So-and-so said this;’ ‘I have heard such-and-such about so-and-so.’  Even if what the person repeats is true, the talebearer ruins the world.

There is a still more grave offense that comes with this prohibition, namely the evil tongue.  This means talking disparagingly of anyone, even though what one says is true; but one who utters falsehood is called a slanderer.

A person with an evil tongue is one who, sitting in company, says, ‘That person did thus and such a thing;’ ‘So-and-so’s ancestors were so-and-so;’ ‘I have heard this about them;’ and then proceeds to talk scandal.

There are modes of speech that may be styled ‘dust of the evil tongue:’ such remarks as ‘Who would have thought that so-and-so would be as they are now;’ or, ‘Be silent about so-and-so.  I don’t want to tell what happened;’ and so on. . .

Equally reprehensible is the person who indulges in evil speech deceitfully, that is speaks as though innocently, unaware that what they say is an evil utterance. - Maimonides, Hilkhot Deot, 7:1-4

4. Rav Amram says, ‘There are three sins which no one escapes every day. . . lashon ha-ra.’  Lashon ha-ra!  Rather- the dust of lashon ha-ra.- Baba Batra 165b

5. Why do human fingers resemble pegs?  So that if one hears something improper, one can plug one’s fingers in one’s ears.- Ketubot 5b

6. A person is born with a fixed number of words to speak; when they are spoken, the person dies.  Imagine that this is true for you.  Every word that you speak brings you closer to death.  The next time you are about to utter a word, ask yourself whether this word is worth dying for.- Baal Shem Tov

7. The Holy One said to the tongue:  All the members of the human body are standing, you are lying; all the members of the human body are outside, you are inside; not only that, but I surround you with two walls, one of bone and one of flesh.- Arakhin 15b

8. A healing tongue is a tree of life. - Proverbs 15:4

9. When you want to maintain your God-consciousness while talking to others, see to it that everything you say is directed to God; you can also think that all the words you speak are coming to you from God who gives you the power to speak. - Darkhei Tzedek, 4:16

10. Twice a week you should have a set period for reflection and meditation on how you should be as careful in giving out words as in giving out money. - Hayei Musar, 3:89

11. You should receive every person with warmth, bear his yoke, and treat him with gentleness as if he were your king.  It is part of human kindness to listen to him talk, even if he overdoes it.- Zot Zichron, p. 3

12. There are seven signs of a fool and seven of a wise person.  The wise one does not speak in the presence of those who are greater in wisdom or number; does not interrupt another person’s speech; does not rush to answer; asks to the point and answers correctly; speaks of the first point first and of the last, last; if he has not heard of something, he says:  ‘I have not heard of it;’ and he admits the truth.  The reverse is true of the fool. - Pirke Avot 5:7

B. WHAT IS LASHON HARA?

1. Just as a person dislikes any blemish on their own name, so they should avoid damaging someone else’s reputation. - Avot d’Rabbi Natan 15:1

2. As a rule, most people seem to think that there is nothing morally wrong in spreading negative information about others as long as the information is true.  Jewish law takes a very different view.  Perhaps that is why the Hebrew term lashon ha-ra has no precise equivalent in English.  For unlike slander, which is universally condemned as immoral because it is false, lashon ha-ra is by definition true.  It is the dissemination of accurate information that will lower the status of the person to whom it refers.

Since lashon ha-ra is considered anything that lowers another person’s status, it is irrelevant whether one uses a nonverbal technique to commit it.  Jewish law designates this behavior as avak lashon ha-ra (the “dust of lashon ha-ra).

3. Why is gossip like a three-pronged tongue?  Because it kills three people:  the person who says it, the person who listens to it, and the person about whom it is said.- Arakhin 15b

4. Rabbi Yossi taught, ‘I never made a statement for which I would have to turn around and check whether the person about whom I was speaking was present.’- Arakhin 15b

5. Do not speak in praise of your neighbor, for through speaking their praise you will come to disparage them. - Arakhin 16a

6. A person who says of a rabbi that he has no voice and of a cantor that he is not a scholar is a gossip.  A person who says of a rabbi that he is no scholar and of a cantor that he has no voice is a murderer.- Rabbi Israel Salanter

7. Do I need to look behind me before I say it?  If the answer is yes, do not say it.- Rabbi Abraham Twerski

8. Rav Monah said, “One who utters lashon hara causes the Shekhina to distance Herself.”- Devarim Rabba 5:10

9. Rabbi Yokhanan said, “Anyone who speaks lashon hara- it is as if they denied the fundamental principle (of Judaism).”- Arakhin 15b

10. You are not allowed to believe any Leshohn-Horah or Defamation. . .Even if you feel that what you hear is true—but a favorable interpretation is possible; Even after the matter has already been publicized. . . Even if in your opinion—there is no way to judge the matter favorably; Even though you do not agree fully with what you hear. . . Although the person who tells the Leshohn-Horah:  Includes himself in his criticism. . . Does not intend to vilify anybody:. . . Expresses his willingness to repeat what he said—in the criticized person’s presence. . . Even if the person discussed was present himself and failed to react—you must not believe the Leshohn-Horah as long as that person fails to admit the wrong he was supposed to have done.  Leshohn-Horah must not be believed if uttered; Even by one of your close relatives. . .Even by someone who is. . . trustworthy.

11. He who speaks Leshohn-Horah will find it difficult to make amends when he eventually decides to repent:  Since he does not consider the sin to be that serious. . . Since he got used to Leshohn-Horah and is less able to restrain himself. . Because he is unable to cancel the effects of his Leshohn-Horah, since he would have to ask each of the vilified persons for forgiveness and it is very likely that:  He does not remember—each person he slandered; He does not recall what he said—in each individual case; He is embarrassed to let people know—that he vilified them; He does not remember—to whom he related the Leshohn-Horah; He cannot erase the negative impression—which his words have made on the listeners; He cannot contact some listeners (he may remember). . . Since repentance is thus impossible—in the sense of the verse:  “What has become distorted cannot be straightened out.”  (Kohelet 1:15)

C. WHAT IS REKHILUT?

1. A subdivision of lashon ha-ra is tattling, telling others negative comments people have made about them.

2. Do not go about as a talebearer among your people.- Leviticus 19:16

3. In order for a community to succeed in (such) cultural change, it is useful for people to identify the desire and enjoyment element in rekhilut.  It is hard to give up something without admitting that it has a lot to offer.  Then one needs to identify the actual and potential pain and harm caused in order to make it worth foregoing the pleasure.  The tool of awareness is critical to this process of teshuva on both an individual and a communal level.- Rabbi Sheila Peltz Weinberg

4. Casting aspersions on an ethnic, racial or religious group or on an organization or social group is also a form of rekhilut.- Rabbi David Teutsch

5. Divorce is a common situation hospitable to rekhilut. . . It is challenging to be a supportive friend and not play into this pattern.- Rabbi Sheila Peltz Weinberg



D. WHAT IS MOTZI SHEM RA?

1. The most grievous violation of ethical speech is the spreading of malicious falsehoods, what Jewish law calls motzi shem ra, “giving another a bad name.”

2. Take heed and know that a person who agrees with a slanderous statement when they hear it is as bad as the one who says it, for everyone will say, ‘That person listened to what has been said and agreed with it, and that shows that it must be true.’  Even if the hearer only turns to listen to the gossip and gives the impression of believing it to be true, they spread the evil, bring disgrace on their neighbor, and encourage slanderers to carry their evil reports to all people.- Jonah ben Avraham Gerondi, Shaarei Teshuva, section 3

3. There are 3 crowns- the crown of Torah, the crown of priesthood and the crown of royalty.  And the crown of a good name exceeds them all.- Pirke Avot 4:17

4. You should refrain from speaking derogatorily of any man, and even of any creature or animal.- Rabbi Moshe Cordovero

E. WHEN IS “GOSSIP” APPROPRIATE?

1. The most obvious instance in which we are permitted to solicit “lashon hara for a purpose” is when we are in practical need of such information.  Jewish law defines this as applying in the following situations:  If we are planning to:
•    enter into a business relationship with another
•    hire an employee
•    go to work for someone
•    become involved, or if we are involved, in a romantic relationship with someone

2. Know that incidents. . . such as those involving theft, robbery, damage, the causing of pain, shaming and wronging with words, may be revealed to others.  Even a solitary observer should relate what he has seen, so as to assist the one who has been wronged.- Jonah ben Avraham Gerondi, Shaarei Teshuva, 3:221

3. On Revealing Flaws in a Prospective Marriage Partner- First, he must be absolutely certain that the information is true. Second, the flaw must be of very great significance. Third, his intentions in revealing the information must be entirely noble and not vengeful in any way. Fourth, there must be a reasonable chance that the information will affect the person receiving the news. If it is most likely that the person will ignore the news then one may not reveal the information. Fifth, one may not exaggerate the information. Sixth, there must not be an alternative way of achieving the desired goal without revealing the sensitive information.- Chofetz Chayim, Hilkhot Rekhilut, Chapter Six

4. You are permitted to criticize someone who has slandered you. . .a robber, crook, swindler, bully, hypocrite. . . It is permitted to tell Leshohn-Horah about those troublemakers who started a controversy. . . in order to forestall fraud. . . If someone threatens that when he meets so-and-so he will insult him or cause him some other damage. . . In order to forestall possible damage in the future. . . In order to forestall problems arising in business partnerships, etc. . . In order to prevent Shidookhin  problems. . . To a prospective father-in-law (or mother-in-law) that you have heard that the proposed son-in-law has an illness (or problematic views) which are not self-evident.

F. PUBLIC EMBARRASSMENT

1. A person who publicly shames their neighbor is like someone who has shed blood.  To which Rabbi Nakhman answered, ‘You have spoken well. I have seen that when someone is shamed, the color leaves their face and they become pale.’  Abbaye asked Rabbi Dimi, ‘What do people in Palestine most carefully try to avoid?’  He answered, ‘Putting others to shame.’  Three categories of people are condemned to Gehinnom for eternity. . . one who calls their neighbor by a degrading nickname, even if the other is accustomed to that name. . . It would be better for a person to throw themselves into a fiery furnace than publicly put their neighbor to shame.- Baba Metzia 58b-59a

2. The gossip stands in Syria and kills in Rome.- Peah 1:1

3. It once happened that while Rabbi was giving a lecture, he smelled garlic in the room.  ‘The person who has eaten garlic must leave,’ he announced.  Rabbi Khiya stood up and left, and then all the other scholars followed him out.  In the morning, Rabbi Shimon, the son of Rabbi, met Rabbi Khiya and said, ‘Was it you who caused that annoying odor?’  ‘Heaven forbid,’ said Rabbi Khiya.- Sanhedrin 11a

4. If a person has repented it is forbidden to say to them- ‘Remember your early deeds.’- Baba Metzia 58b

5. An ancient Jewish teaching observes:  It would be better for a person not to have been born at all than to experience these seven things:. . . and publicly shaming (another person).

6. Only God can give us credit for the angry words we did not speak- Rabbi Harold Kushner

7. Silence is a fence to wisdom.- Pirke Avot 3:17

8. At least a pillow contains a finite number of feathers.  An email, on the other hand, can be forwarded ad infinitum.- Rabbi Michael Fessler

9. In order to avoid embarrassing someone even unintentionally, don’t raise your voice when talking to him. . . Don’t raise a subject which may embarrass him. . . Don’t boast about your children. . . Don’t visit someone unannounced.

10. Let the honor of another be as beloved in your eyes as your own.- Pirke Avot 2:15

G. RESPECTING PRIVACY

1. When you make a loan of any sort to your neighbor, you must not enter their house to seize their pledge. You must remain outside, while the person

to whom you made the loan brings the pledge out to you.- Deuteronomy 24:10

2. Cursed is the one who strikes their neighbor in secret.- Deuteronomy 27:24

3. A person should never enter another person’s home without warning.  In this regard we can learn good manners from God, who remained outside the Garden of Eden and called to Adam before entering, as it is written, “Adonai Elohem called out to man and said to him, ‘Where are you?’”- Derekh Eretz Rabba, ch. 5

4. Tell no tales about friend or foe; unless silence makes you an accomplice, never betray a person’s secret.  Suppose someone has heard you and learned to distrust you, they will seize the first chance to show their hatred.  Have you heard a rumor?  Let it die with you. Never fear, it will not make you burst.  A fool with a secret goes through agony like a woman in childbirth.- The Wisdom of Ben Sira, 19:8-11

5. Rumor had it that a certain disciple of Rabbi Ammi revealed a secret report he had been given in the house of study twenty two years earlier.  So Rabbi Ammi expelled him with the accusation:  ‘This man reveals secrets!’- Sanhedrin 31a

6. The gains from invading privacy are usually obvious, but some of the largest costs of invading privacy are more subtle.  These include not only the short-term strain on relationships and the losses to the person whose privacy has been breached, but the broader erosion of trust, a form of moral and social capital that is critical to sustaining community and building relationships. . . When violating privacy also involves breaching confidentiality, the moral price of doing so increases considerably.- Rabbi David Teutsch

7. The existence of privacy in a world where information is so plentiful depends on our mutual agreement to respect each other’s privacy.  Eavesdropping and opening someone else’s mail are flagrant examples of violating privacy rights.  Of course, the speaker ought to take modest precautions, such as not speaking of private matters in a public place with a loud voice or while talking on a cell phone.- Rabbi David Teutsch

8. In the world of email, the use of the “bcc” feature (blind copy) violates privacy when it is used to let a third party or parties see an email that the receiver thinks is a completely private communication.  However, in the case of an e-mail sent to a large group, one must use the bcc feature in order to preserve the privacy of the names and addresses on the distribution list.- Rabbi Shai Gluskin

H. WHEN AND HOW TO REBUKE

1. You shall not hate your neighbor in your heart.  Reprove your neighbor but bear no guilt because of them.- Leviticus 19:17

2. Whoever can stop the members of their household from sinning and doesn’t is held responsible for the sins of the household.  If one can stop the members of the city from sinning and doesn’t, one is responsible for the sins of the city.  If one can stop the whole world from sinning and doesn’t, one is responsible for the sins of the whole world.- Shabbat 54b

3. Jerusalem was destroyed because its citizens didn’t rebuke one another.- Shabbat 119b

4. How do we know that one who sees their friend do something ugly is obligated to rebuke them?  Because it is written, ‘You shall surely rebuke, yes, rebuke your neighbor.(Leviticus 19:17)’- Arakhin 16b

5. Before you criticize someone, ask yourself three questions:  1. How do I feel about offering this criticism? Does it give me pleasure or pain? 2. Does my criticism offer specific ways to change?  3.  Are my words nonthreatening and reassuring?

6. Love unaccompanied by criticism is not love.- Bereshit Rabba 54:3

7. Do not rebuke a scoffer for they will hate you; reprove a wise person and they will grow wiser.- Proverbs 9:8

8. Just as a person is commanded to speak up if they will be heeded, so a person is not commanded to speak up if they will not be heeded.- Yevamot 65b

9. A person who rebukes another, whether for offenses against the rebuker themselves, or for sins against God, should administer the rebuke in private, speak to the offender gently and tenderly, and point out that they are speaking only for the wrongdoers good. . . If the wrongdoer accepts the rebuke, well and good.  If not, they should be rebuked a second and a third time.  And so one is bound to continue the admonition until the sinner assaults the admonisher and says, “I refuse to listen.”- Maimonides, Hilkhot Deot, 6:7

10. The external marks of humility are ‘gentle speech, a low voice, meekness when exasperated and sparing in taking vengeance when one has the power to execute it,’ and the lack of haughtiness when rebuking others.- Bachya ibn Pakuda

11. One who hates admonition does not leave themselves a path toward repentance.- Maimonides, Hilkhot Teshuva, 4:2

12. Judge all people favorably.- Pirke Avot 1:6



I. WHEN AND WHY TO LIE

1. Lying lips are an abomination to the Holy One.- Proverbs 12:22

2. The punishment of a liar is that even when they speak the truth they are not believed.- Sanhedrin 89b

3. One should not promise a child something, and then not give it to them, because as a result the child will learn to lie.- Sukka 46b

4. If you suspect that a statement made by one person about another may cause trouble, don’t repeat it.  In the Torah, the eighty-nine-year old Sarah, overhearing an angel of the Lord predicting that she will give birth to a child within the year, laughs to herself and says, ‘Now that I am withered, am I to have enjoyment, with my husband so old?’  In the next verse, God asks Abraham, ‘Why did Sarah laugh, saying, ‘Shall I in truth bear a child, old as I am?’’ (Genesis 18:12-13)  Compare Sarah’s words with God’s, and you will notice that the Lord leaves out the words, ‘with my husband so old,’ presumably because these words might hurt or anger Abraham.  On the basis of this verse, the Rabbis conclude, ‘Great is peace, seeing that for its sake even God modified the truth’  (Yevamot 65b).

5. It is a mitzva to gladden the bridegroom and bride and to dance before them and to say that she is beautiful and graceful, even if she is not beautiful. . . If a person made a bad purchase in the market you should praise it in their eyes.- Ketubot 16b-17a

6. Rabbi Joshua ben Khananya was served oversalted food at a host’s home.  When the hostess noticed that he was not eating, asked, “Why do you not eat?”, he answered, “I just finished eating earlier.”- Eruvin 53b

7. Jewish law permits, or even obligates, us to lie, exaggerate, or otherwise mislead another:

•    lying to prevent future harm (for example, when life- either your own or someone else’s- is at stake)
•    lying in order to right a past wrong done to you (for example, when dealing with a dishonest or deceptive person or government)
•    lying when the effect of telling the truth will cause unnecessary hurt (for example, when people’s feelings are involved, and no advantage, but only pain, will come from speaking the truth)
•    trying to create peace or otherwise do good (for example, lying to a poor person to encourage him to accept money he needs)
•    lying because a question invades your zone of privacy (for example, a woman who tells unwanted suitors that she is engaged or married)
•    lying when exaggerating to make a point, and it is understood that you are exaggerating (“I was so upset, I thought I was going to explode.”)

8. It is permitted to tell a complete lie for the sake of peace.- Chofetz Chayyim, Hilkhot Rekhilut, 1:8

9. Be untruthful to others as you would have others be untruthful to you.- Dr. David Nyberg


GUARD MY TONGUE FROM EVIL AND MY LIPS FROM SPEAKING FALSEHOOD
 
THE GIFT OF LISTENING FROM HEALING FROM DESPAIR

“Whenever we listen to a suffering soul, we offer a precious gift and in doing so we become a blessing.”

“When a person brings me a story of loss, I listen as if honoring a sacred text.  On the pshat level, I listen to learn what happened:  the simple events in chronological order, the characters, and the physical realities.  Then comes the level of remez, the emotional responses, whether anger, guilt or fear, that require a caring presence for the telling of the story.  At the drash level the story is analyzed intellectually for the issues that can be addressed, perhaps theologically or with the aid of a physician or a fellow survivor.  And for sod, the mystical level, understanding must be intuitive, the listener must uncover the unspoken.”- p. 37

“Active listening can offer compassion by taking in a story without passing judgment, by responding to the unspoken questions, and by addressing the questions of identity and purpose.  And more, Buber recognized that we find the divine not in the moment of the ecstatic experience alone but in the simple, daily task of being fully present with others and thereby with God.”- p. 122

“When I listen, I try to do so with attentiveness to the unspoken, and with a focus on honoring the gifts within the suffering soul.  I am aware of the presence of divine sparks in each person, sparks that yearn to return to the Creator, to the source of goodness.”- p. 114

“When we become listeners, we become aware of the suffering that has been quietly hiding all around us.  To listen well is to be open to the suffering of the speaker, without offering judgments or solutions.  When we listen actively, we offer humility and compassion, the blessings of despair.”- p. 46

“To listen carefully is a privilege that may take a toll on the listener.  To listen is to hear a story without giving in to the urge to solve the crisis, to give advice, to challenge false assumptions, or to fix the brokenness.  Listening requires offering the gifts of time, patience, and kindness.”

“To listen to another person is to bring comfort through connection. . . In listening to a soul in pain, sometimes all we can offer is mindful listening.  And in that act of listening, we validate that the soul is worthy of time and attention, that the burdens that cause pain are real and heavy, and that good continues to exist in a broken world.  Our very presence as caring listeners attests to the kindness that exists in an imperfect but beautiful world.”- pp. 122-123

Posted a sample of photos in the gallery.
Lots more on my Facebook page too.

Jan. 8- Well, it took the combined forces of being a New Yorker and a Colonel to get me out of the CRC, but I did it!  After Tuesday's debacle, I had NO patience for "the process".  I had made a plane reservation for 6:58 p.m. and a shuttle reservation for 2:15, and I announced to the cadre that they needed to make sure I got there on time.  There was the additional complication of waiting for the orders, which also took a bit of pushing on my part.

On Tues. at lunch I was sitting with one of the doctors- a cigar buddy- and another lady at the table asked me, "Are you a boss?"  I really wasn't sure where she was going with it, but the doctor quickly replied, "She sure acts like one."  Oh well- I'm basically unapologetic.  I tried to be respectful but insistent, and, by the way, if you want something done- call me!

The inefficiency continued with all of us being shlepped back to medical to have our PPD tests read, even though half of us hadn't needed PPD tests.  Of course they weren't ready for us and it was hard to sort out who needed to be there and who didn't.  I respectfully suggested to the NCO in charge that those of us who didn't need the PPD simply wait on the bus, so that there were fewer bodies milling around.  "Oh no,"  he said, "we can't divide people up."  The staff person looked at my paperwork and commented, "I don't know why they brought you here- you don't need to be here."

The next thing they did was take some of us to dental (where we waited at least half an hour for someone to staff the reception desk, because, of course, we couldn't do this on Tues. as we can only come in our assigned time slot when they have us scheduled), and some of us to finance.  Silly me- I couldn't help but wondering why they just didn't drop those who didn't need the PPD reads at dental to begin with. . . . .

Finance was the last station in the a.m.- couldn't complete that as I didn't have the orders, but we played "as if" and the orders were eventually faxed to him.

Got my bags staged, turned in linen and signed out of the room, quick lunch, then on to the LAST stop- 1300- processing of final paperwork.  (Seems I've earned two new awards- the Afghanistan Campaign Medal with one Campaign Ribbon, and the NATO Medal- per my all-important DD 214- Discharge from Active Duty.)  That will be a project for weeks from now, to see what those look like and reorganize the ribbons on my uniform. 

We sat down in the briefing room and I watched the clock ticking as I laboriously pulled out various forms.  At 1315 I stood up and walked out- asked if I could just get to the actual processing station.  (Sometimes you just HAVE to pull rank- I hate to do it but it's good to have it when you need it and, frankly, I don't think I would volunteer to do this if I were NOT a Colonel).

Long story short- I made the van at 2:17, got to the airport, and arrived home by 10:00 p.m.  It was awesome to see Sarah and David and I have surprisingly made my peace with the chaos in my home and the fact that I can't just work straight through until every last piece of clothing, paperwork and equipment has found its place.  I'm at Chai Thurs. and Fri., Fountain Hills Fri. night, then back to Moffett Field Sat. a.m. through Mon. eve.  

I came home weary and with an upset stomach, and I will just have to take it one step at a time.  Good lesson for me. 

I called SFC Cohen from the airport to let him know that he was missing a good line.  He said he thinks he should receive an "Expert" badge in moving bags and waiting in line. . . . me too!

In the final analysis- great mission, challenging logistics and significant physical impact.  Would I do it again- yes- still planning for April 2010.

Thanks for caring.

Special thanks to Frannie for posting these every day- Fran, I'll take care of this one!  You are the best and I really appreciate and love you!

Out here- B.

Just a quick note to say arrived USA.  We flew from Kuwait to Leipzig, Leipzig to McGuire AFB, NJ.  It took 36 hours to get from first bag drop on Fri. to this moment.  Long, long journey of sitting and waiting and delays.  When we finally boarded the busses to get to Kuwait City International Airport from Ali Al Salem Air Base, we had to get off and line up in yet another formation, for a by name roll call, as the numbers on the busses didn't add up to the head count on the manifest.

Then we sat outside the plane while it was refueled.  The flight attendants had to call their union and unanimously agree to waive their rest period, or we would have had to wait longer.

More later- SFC Cohen's family just showed up for a brief visit!